Remember when you were taught what to be happy about? When to cry? The appropriate setting and under what circumstance to laugh ..or be “outraged”? To recognize wisdom, to tell truth from lies?
If you say you do, you are a liar. No one does.
It just happens over the days and years of your life. They add up from home, church, movies, and propaganda you didn’t know was propaganda. You “have emotions” at some given time, with or without the aid of an “event”.
A thought comes, perhaps simultaneous with an event of some sort, perhaps not ..and suddenly you smile, or cry or laugh or just look into the distance past all the voices and events swirling around you at present. ( and human speech, eager to control your thoughts at all times, and having just said something to you or around you to get a given response that the most will participate in then asks ( as a mild accusation ) “what’s wrong?” on seeing your ( even temporary ) non-participation ..to which the usual reply is “Nothing.” ..and after about a hundred such episodes a voice in you counter-attacks with “What makes you think something is wrong?” ..because by then you get the distinct impression that you are being asked to conform to some sort of evil presented as a “happy” or a fake outrage and the thing that wants you to conform is vigilant to patrol its self-supposed victims. Because it is afraid. )
Remember when you thought of one experience as a success at a young age ( you got the boy to look/become interested in you if you are a girl or if you a boy, you got the girl to look/ be interested ) only later to be taught that was a bad thing to do ( but at the time you were doing what you thought your parents or an older adult meant by “go talk to that boy” or “to talk to that girl” ..go out on dates and to parties and mingle with the opposite sex..) ..and that there were advantages to your future supposed free will, empowerments so to speak, if you denounced the reaction by the opposite sex that at the time you made every attempt to provoke? If you say you do, you are a liar. It just happened and there you are.
Yet the whole time you are feeling what you are deceived is “the feelings everyone else gets to feel”, or are angry because you can’t, there was and is a very public lie going on called the Lie of Human Free Will. When you were young they told you that if you said you had free will you would get a lot of power and would be enabled to “do anything”. But that didn’t work out ..because it is a lie, not because your just bad at the use of your supposed free will.
There never was a free will except for God’s.
But the whole time the lie of human free wasn’t and isn’t working out as planned/advertised, the thought that it was really true, but somebody else’s free will actions were undermining your own was both told to you and you witnessed people who were more experienced in that ideal of supposedly having a free will accusing each other of interfering with each other’s freedom. They were/are suing each other ..accusing each other constantly of interfering with their idealized freedom and they are non-metaphorically bitter and outraged at each other not because of the actual events that took place in some distant past or even in the present; but because they are still deceived the Lie of Human Free Will is true and every time they turn around somebody else is ( according to the lie of human free will ) interfering with their idealized power and that is why they haven’t obtained their desires. They are literally killing any perceived enemy to their desire of realizing the promised/advertised power “free will” was supposed to bring them. That includes children in their womb and the people in their distant youth. The “equity”/”revenge” is to take away some future-power scenario in which the supposed free will of the idealized enemy will be disabled or handicapped and they will “know what it feels like” to be “interfered with” instead of having the unfettered idealized “free will” just “on the loose.”
Even in the lie of free will, it seems a childhood event dozens of years ago is enough to cripple the free will for life and the free will is revealed to be such a flimsy thing that the slightest wind disables it both in the past and in the present for the entire future of its usefulness.
Yet you cannot stop, even when you see these things and suddenly you stop smiling and look off in the distance past all the present voices and someone is asking “What’s wrong?” ( when they see your lack of participation for even an instant ) and you, unable to articulate the whole evil show, already know that human speech through you is going to say “nothing” in a quiet voice because it cannot allow you to escape. You just realized human speech is inadequate to help you step outside of the lie.
What I am saying to you in Christ / Word of God, is that you just realized you need something called Salvation, not “information”. And if you know you are going to get it, you just realized how God creates slow, crooked smiles that start off on one side of your mouth and spreads to the other, the deepening of the eyes in the distance and perhaps a little laugh at what is going to happen next in front of everybody that is still deceived they are “getting even” for why the advertised effects of the lie of human free will never happen for them.
I guarantee you they will NOT understand. Human speech can’t understand and God won’t let them ..yet.
And you won’t care. But you will pray for the same salvation for them.
Luke 7:31-35 To whom therefore shall I liken the men of this generation, and to whom are they like? They are like children sitting in the market-place, and calling one to another and saying, We have piped to you, and ye have not danced; we have mourned to you, and ye have not wept. For John the baptist has come neither eating bread nor drinking wine, and ye say, He has a demon. The Son of man has come eating and drinking, and ye say, Behold an eater and wine-drinker, a friend of tax-gatherers and sinners; and wisdom has been justified of all her children.
Don’t laugh AT them. You can laugh in the wisdom of Christ, but remember you wanted them for friends and to have their kids play with yours. Now? Nopety nope nope nope.
In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen